Dearest Michael,

       Your songs Keep the Faith, Keep your head up, Cry  and sooooo many more have helped me overcome my deepest despair in my darkest hour. When I listen to or sing these songs I feel a little hope, like you are beside me.  I hate almost everything in my life right now.  I love my two jobs and being in college, but I hate not having time to spend with my boyfriend or my best friend because I work so much. I love my little sister, yet I hate having to take care of her when she has two parents. I hate not being able to sit in my room and having to stay up to almost 2 in the moring to finish my school work. I dislike my mother's husband I wish she never met him. I hate they are always fighting and arguing over the stupidest things and I hate how stressed out they make me so much that I burst into tears and make me sick to my stomache. I know there are people who are worse off than me and I shouldn't complain but I see this as a healthy way of venting. I bitch to other people all the time and they feel sorry for me or agree with me but wat else can they do?  My brother moved out maybe I should follow him. I'm fresh out of highschool, maybe it is time for me to go out on mine own but so much is holding me back including myself.  I wish you could answer me, people wouldn't understand because of all the bad stuff they hear about you but you are one of my greatest idols. I look up to you so much.  I'm always thinking about you I wish I could get a hug from you that would mean the world to me.

                 With all the L.O.V.E in the world,

                                                                      Angel of Music