I can't believe how amazing he still is And the lyrics for his new song.. Aaah, they just MELT me :) I love him so much, and I am so proud of him today. I can't wait to see the movie - only 2 days to go! It's astounding how close we are to the release. I remember months and months back waiting for this movie to come out, but now that we're so close, I'm not really sure what to feel. But I know it will be absolutely phenomenal, just like Michael himself always was and will always continue to be. Forever and ever xx.

I know that you always say "I love you more".. With me, Michael, my darling, that is virtually impossible. I love you more than the oceans and the seas, the mountains and the valleys, the friends and the enemies, the lovers and the fighters, the man and the woman. Your love is endless, such as mine is for you. Michael, you taught me to love, to forget yet remember and to respect. To be honest, as a child, I thought your mannerisms were.. somewhat strange. But NEVER did I think that you did anything to harm what you loved most in this world - the children. I understand now - they are pure and innocent. I saw this firsthand when I visited Starship Childrens Hospital (you visited there in 1996). The children there are beautiful, just like you. Michael, I really admire you for your resilience and ability to love where it was needed most, and even where it was needed least :) And just as you say in your song "This Is It", you truly are the light of the world.. apart from my saviour, Jesus, of course. But I know that you are in Heaven with him now, resting in his arms and comforting the lost children. Please, please be with Aisling Symes. She was only 2 when she died last week. She needs you now. You know what's beautiful? When I listen to your music, my mood ring turns blue. Blue means calm, relaxed and loveable. And that is what I feel when I see your name, watch you dance, listen to your music, read your poetry, see your smile. Oh, your smile. It just lights up my day. It melts away the clouds, and the sun shines through, as it should. Only the true Michael Jackson fans would truly know how I feel whenever anything related to you appears. Because you mean so much to the world, more than you will ever know. And the 50 years that you were here, physically, of course, you did so much. More than anybody should have to do in one lifetime. But you did it. You lead, and you showed me and the rest of the world that anything was possible with enough work, determination, respect, good hair, smiles and, without doubt, LOVE. L-O-V-E. Hahaha, that's what you would have said, right? Of course. Because you're just that beautiful. Seriously, I cannot find a fault within your soul. You are just the complete, perfect, idealistic being, and I love that about you. My hope is that your children, Paris, Prince and Blanket continue your legacy and continue to show the love and manners that you displayed and taught them. In the short time that I knew you, Michael, I would have to say that you changed my life, and so many others, more than you could EVER imagine. To me, you are so much more than the press and the media made you out to be; you are a beautiful, beautiful person. A perfect human being. You are a helper, an icon, a comic, a leader, a perfectionist, an author, a director, a producer, a choreographer, a teacher, a brand, a prophet, a genius, a musical genius, an architect, a mastermind, a lover, a father, a brother, a son, a friend, a singer, a poet, a musician, a soul, a dancer, a humanitarian, an entrepenuer, a lover, a trendsetter, a writer, a leader, a MOONWALKER, a King, a gentleman. A role model. I love how honest, caring, generous, resilient, kind, funny, talented and everything else you are. One of the many things you taught me to do was to dance when I walk and laugh when I talk - it all comes naturally now. I rest easy knowing that you are always with us. You are a healer; my healer. You heal through your music and with your work with the less fortunate. My favourite song changes with mood - I listen to "Streetwalker" when I'm happy, "Will You Be There?" when I'm peaceful, "You Are Not Alone" when I'm lonely, etc etc. Your total confidence is one of the main things I love about you, too. No one can perform the way you do and lack confidence. I believe that you are a prophet, Michael, I truly do. You have come to people (including me) in dreams and spoke to us. You are and has a beautiful poetic soul. I love you, and I am forever in love with you, Michael Joseph Jackson. It's impossible to describe what I feel for you right now, because I have no idea what to expect for your new movie, "This Is It". I have seen the trailer, heard the songs, watched the rehearsals. And I have to say, Michael, that it looks absolutely phenomenal, just like you. I hate how people focus on what happened in the past, because it was untrue, and it's over now. You did so many great, admirable things in your lifetime that are still beyond belief to me. I am so, so, so sorry about the way that you had to leave us. It was untimely, and uncalled for. If I didn't know any better, I'd say that it was that Doctors fault. But I know that you'd want me to forgive him, so that is exactly what I'm doing. Just for you. Like everything else I do is just for you. Hey, do you remember the time, when we fell in love? It was Winter of 2005. Growing up, everybody knows who you are, becasue you are in the background of everybodys life, helping in some way. Anyway, I knew who you were, but I didn't know you. So that Winter day when my sister came home with a 1993 Dangerous Tour DVD, I saw you and was completely mesmerised; I fell in love. Instantly, irrevocably. And as that love grew, so did the passion, the support, the respect. It's crazy how much one person can change so many lives (in this case, millions). It's insane how one man can change the world, can change minds. Because that's what you do, that's what you have always done. And I only hope that future generations can learn of your legacy. I know that when I grow up, I will call my child Billie Jean and tell them all of who you are, and who you will always continue to be. You will never die.
I love you more.

He is just a beautiful, beautiful person. A perfect human being. He is a helper, a lover, a father, a son, a friend, a singer, a poet, a musician, a soul, a dancer, a humanitarian, an entrepenuer, a lover, a trendstarter, a writer, a King, a gentleman. A role model. I love how honest, caring, generous, resilient, kind, funny, talented and everything else he is. He is always with us. He is a healer. He heals through his music and with his work with the less fortunate. My favourite MJ song changes with mood - I listen to "Streetwalker" when I'm happy, "Will You Be There?" when I'm peaceful, "You Are Not Alone" when I'm lonsely, etc etc. His total confidence is one of the main things I love about him. No one can perform the way he did and lack confidence. I believe that he was a prophet. He comes to people (including me) in dreams and spoke to them. He is and has a beautiful poetic soul. I love you, Michael :)

I've seen Michael constantly in my dreams. And I'm pretty sure that it's him. He is always smiling and, for some reason, dancing. He was more than a human being -- he was something bigger. Realistically, he could communicate through dreams. It's happened to more people. And this is a symbol of his love for me and us.