My new book "Michael in My Life" is finally out as an e-reader!
It's available on Kindle and Nook (as well as a few other e-reader sources.)
I'm so happy with it because 19 other fellow Disciples and Soldiers of Love contributed to it! There is a chapter dedicated to only them. Both Sisters and Brothers added their stories of love and respect. I believe that it's so important for the sake of history...and HIStory...that as many of us as possible fill pages with our connections to our angel. Michael's LOVE continues to affect people from all over the planet, and we want to stand united for Him!
I decided to release it as 2-books-in-one, coupled with the first book I wrote in 2009, "An Angel Among Us: We Called Him Michael Jackson...a spiritual journey." So the title of this new book is "Michael in My Life-An Angel Among Us." For under $10 you can get both books in one. I'm not advertising it, because it was mostly just a project from my heart...but I'm really excited to disclose personal journeys with Sweet Michael!!!
As with my first book, most of all the money that comes from this endeavor goes to the many charities I give to each month.
Here's the Foreword in the beginning of the book:
"This is a book that comes straight from a heart that loves Michael, his music and his life….. in just the way so many of us feel."
*** Henry Diltz (folk musician, photographer, and co-founder of the "Morrison Hotel" Galleries)
"Most of us have been raised in a religion of sorts. Be it Jesus, Allah, Elohim, Shiva or Buddha. I have found that it is a pathway to a spiritual life.. It is up to us to take the wisdom we have been given, and live a spiritual existence. I speak as a Christian because it is my Spiritual platform. However, there is only one Spirit of Life and Love for all. Yet there are many gifts. Often we turn the gift into a religion. I have, as many have, accepted my gift, and follow the Spirit.
We walk after the order of the spiritual gifts we have been given, and we know the Spirit of God, because God is love…and we know love. Elizabeth Michelle Billeaudeaux has written a book of enormous truth: An Angel Among Us: We Called Him Michael Jackson…a spiritual journey. Ms Billeaudeaux proves that Michael Jackson was an angel, a spiritual being here on earth. She uses a multitude of spiritual ideas, and each of them shows Michael Jackson as a spiritual being. Her book is a spiritual awakening. Her book gives life to scripture. “Arise, shine; for thy light is come, and the glory of the LORD is risen upon thee.” Isaiah 60:1. Yes, Michael Jackson was an angel among us."
*** Reverend Catherine M. Gross
New FIVE-STAR Michael Jackson Biography Is Now Available as an E-Book: Defending A King ~ His Life & Legacy by Dr. Karen Moriarty
“If you want an eye-opening portrayal of the real Michael Jackson – delivered in a rare blend of disclosure, respect, insight, and passion – this is it!” Thomas A. Mesereau, MJ's defense attorney
February 26, 2012 – Ponte Vedra Beach, FL – Author and psychologist Dr. Karen Moriarty announced today that her book Defending A King ~ His Life & Legacy is now available for e-readers in Kindle and NOOK formats.
Since its release in December 2011, Defending A King ~ His Life & Legacy has won numerous accolades, along with five-star reviews, and has been called by Readers Favorite “one of those rare books that will touch the reader's mind and heart.”
“[This book] will leave the reader in a different place at its ending. Even readers who are indifferent to Michael Jackson will be true fans at the end of this book.... It deserves a wide readership....” 5 stars, Readers Favorite
“THE BEST book available on Michael Jackson! I have collected shelves of books on & about him through the years..., but this one is by far the best! ...It will open your eyes, make you think, make you cry and make you smile.” Mary Singer
“There were a few times I had to stop reading and dry my eyes before continuing. This book is a gift to our community, and a must read for the entire world.” Elizabeth Michelle Billeaudeaux, author, An Angel Among Us
“WOW! THIS MJ BOOK DESERVES 6 STARS! ...I can assure you that Defending A King ~ His Life & Legacy will give readers something unique: a never-before-told, inside story of what daily life was really like for the world's most famous person.... I was extremely impressed with the depth and breadth of Dr. Karen Moriarty's research..., 19 chapters, [a]n emphasis on firsthand sources.... I highly recommend this book for anyone.” Luke Russell
“Even if you have ... managed to remain a non-fan of MJ..., this reading and subsequent understanding of MJ the man will make you an instant fan.... [I]t was an emotional roller coaster for me. I must … give full credit to Dr. Karen Moriarty for her detailed research and for being able to provide more than enough proof against all those allegations that MJ has faced over the years.”
Debolina Raja Gupta (Mumbai, India), author/reviewer, bookpleasures.com.
“A book for all ages. As a senior citizen … my perception of Michael Jackson was built on media critics, video clips, and news of lawsuits. [Dr. Moriarty's] detailed description of his life has totally changed the stereotype.... A great read.” Littlemoose
This book reveals a never-before-told inside view of the daily life of Michael Jackson, to help readers understand the real man and father behind the music and genius. The author presents evidence of his heterosexuality and secret girlfriends. She explains why he became so nomadic after his 2005 trial, why he always veiled his children in public, and why he always kept millions of dollars in cash within arm's reach. This book reveals the details of his last four mysterious years—where he went and what he did. His many private acts of kindness are disclosed as well as his global humanitarianism, which included $300 million in contributions to causes around the world.
See www.defendingaking.com for complete information about the book.
Defending A King ~ His Life & Legacy is now available as an e-book through www.amazon.com andwww.barnesandnoble.com, and the paperback is available from these same websites as well as fromwww.infinitypublishing.com.
Format: Paperback (498 pages) ISBN: 978-0-7414-7031-7 SRP: $27.95
Kindle: $7.69 NOOK: $7.96
Dr. Karen Moriarty has worked as a teacher of English and writing, a counselor, consultant, and administrator for public schools, and as a licensed clinical psychologist and therapist in private practice. Her first book, Baby Richard: A Four-Year-Old Comes Home (2003), presents the behind-the-scenes story of the highly-publicized case that rallied the public and changed her clients' lives forever.
The author may be reached at email@example.com.
I just checked reviews at amazon about my book and saw this one. It is gracious & loving. I just want to share it because it put a much needed smile in my heart today.
I have read this book over and over. It speaks to my heart. You capture the very essence of what it was about Michael Jackson that held us forever near to him; never allowing anyone or anything to make us stray. You speak to my heart. You have put into words so expressively yet compassionately many of the things I have said to others about Michael Jackson. He was not just an icon, not just talented,not just compassionate, not just loving, he was an angel. I have often said that Michael was not a coincidence. He was not just another little boy born by chance to a loving family during hard times with meager beginnings. No. No. No. God placed him there to give him balance, guidance, spiritual roots, instruction. That was not an accident, and I do not believe in coincidence. Michael was born to do what he did by design. God's design. He was born with everything he would need built inside him to do what God placed him here to do. He gave it to Michael, his birth right, because God knew from experience that Michael would be ostracized and persecuted. And he knew that Michael would have to do it alone. He gave him so much love, compassion, talent, charisma, that he didn't need anyone or anything else's help to touch the planet and it's people at the core. He was beautiful inside and out and his love was magical. God promised us a second coming,...and a child shall lead them. For this generation, Michael fulfilled this promise. Michael Jackson, the forever child in his heart. He never lost his child like faith, forgiveness, love, nor his ability to believe.
Thank you for this book. It is my favorite of all the books that I possess. I am right now buying 3 more to give to my newfound Michael Jackson believers. They are in their baby steps because before reading your book, they did not understand. Now they have been awakened. God bless you.
I hope if you are ever in my city I will be able to get my copy signed and perhaps pass on to you a copy of letter that I wrote to Mrs. Jackson when first I learned of Michael's passing. Possibly thelongest letter ever written, lol. Seems we think much alike. However, you were born with the eloquency of pen to put to words that which many of us obviously feel but could not find the right words to express. Truly gifted. Michael would be proud .
To anyone reading this review, trust me. If you love Michael Jackson, whether you consider him an angel or not, you must read this book. Michael is love and that is what the essence of this book portrays. To those who call him angel, need I say more? This book is the truth.
HAPPY HAPPY EASTER!!!!!!
I want to say to my Michael family members and disciples how much I have enjoyed meeting so many of you. It is nearly 2 years since Michael's body left the planet. We have shared much sorrow together during this time...and still share that sorrow. However, we have also shared a lot of love and hope through our honoring of Michael. Together we continue His legacy of L~O~V~E. I hope you all enjoy this holiday with family and friends, and I hope you listen to lots of wonderful Michael music. peace, light & michaeLOVE, michelle
Was I your sister, daughter, mother, lover, disciple?
I believe I walked in the shoes of them all.
I know I was your friend.
I loved you unconditionally.
And you loved me back, ten-fold.
We had each others best interest at heart.
As children, we played, discovered, & prayed.
We experienced joy, fear, & laughter.
I was a warrior for you, although you didn't ask.
I protected you fiercely; love was my shield.
Embraced, with arms locked, we loved & rested.
Memories of feelings of ripples of warmth as we talked in hushed tones.
And your soft breath tickled my ear.
You were my everything.
I swear I can still smell the scent of your skin.
These impressions flow with crystal clarity.
And my mind reels with a heady intoxication.
Time after time, life after life...**************************************************************************************************
It's your eyes that tell me I'm home again.
For guidance and strength, to Him we pray
Within our hearts He'll always stay
Glowing bright, our Living Flame
Calling out to Him by name
Urging us to continue the Quest
To do what we know for Earth is best
The message in our mind is clear
It's His sweet voice that we hear
One, then two, then three, then four
Our numbers grow for evermore
Each boy, and girl, and woman, and man
Hearts beat for Him across the land
We are red, yellow, black and white
Following rhythms of day & rhythms of night
And when it seems the light begins to dim
We close our eyes and pray to Him
In every form; in every face
I feel His love and see His grace
Out in my yard, under a tree
I touch the bark and pray to thee
"An Angel Among Us: We Called Him Michael Jackson...a spiritual journey" www.createspace.com/3421617
For me, it’s not just about God up above
Or all of the angels, with all of their love
It’s about all the stuff that filled up the heart
Of a very young girl at her very young start
She began her life happy, and so full of glee
From the moment she saw Him, she knew it was He
Whom she was connected to, body, mind and soul
No ifs, ands or buts, just a thread of pure gold
She didn’t know how, when or where that it might
All come together, but she knew she was right
Day after month after year, she’d repeat
My Michael, My Michael, My Michael, My Sweet
She grew and He grew, but they were apart
And never did share one beat of their heart
He is now gone, and she’s alone in the world
Just a pure golden thread and a sad little girl
This display case is a huge hit, especially with the kids! I put in up for Michael's birthday, but will leave it up for a couple more months because everyone loves it so much. This just goes to show how much so many people do love OurAngel Michael!!! peace, light & MichaeLove, Michelle
Greetings to all my Michael family members!
Well, we got through the first year...just barely. We've made it through 2 of Michael's birthdays as well. This month we can add a little something extra to our prayers to Michael. On September 29th is a celebration, forgotten about in modern times, called Michaelmas. it used to be practiced many, many yeras ago for the Archangel Michael. I know that I plan on bringing it back, at least in private anyway. I don't need the church to have a ceremony, I will have my own, with prayers, candles, music, love and thoughts of OurAngel Michael. It takes place on the 29th of the Sept., only 30 days after his b-day on the 29th of Aug.
As I asked in my book: Is this yet Another of those amazing "coincidences" that surround Michael's life? I think not! It is another important clue to Michael's true divine nature. These clues and signs from God are abundant, but it's up to us to recognize them, right? :)
If anyone is interested in learning more about these clues and signs, I have them all in my book "An Angel Among Us: We Called Him Michael Jackson...a spiritual journey." It can be found at: www.createspace.com/3421617 and amazon.com
Please understand that I did not make-up anything in my book, all of it is facts taken from the universe itself. That's what makes it so unbelievably amazing! Be prepared though, you probably will shed quite a bit of tears. As I wrote the book, I cried so much some days that I could not see to write, and would have to wait. The only things that are created by me are the feelings of love and respect and honor for OurAngel, Michael...those are personal.
Some quick information for y'all:
Michaelmas, the feast of Saint Michael the Archangel is a day in the Western Christian calendar which occurs on 29 September. Because it falls near the equinox, it is associated in the northern hemisphere with the beginning of autumn and the shortening of days. Michael is the greatest of all the archangels and is honored for his defeat of Lucifer in the battle for the heavens in the Bible.
The archangel Michael is one of the principal angelic warriors, seen as a protector against the dark of night, and the administrator of cosmic intelligence.
LET'S ALL CELEBRATE MICHAELMAS ON SEPTEMBER 29 AND GIVE BACK MICHAEL HIS DAY.
I love y'all, and thank you all for helping get me through the sometimes endless darkness. We may each feel weak at times, but together we are strong indeed!
peace, light & MichaeLove, Michelle
I have been meaning to do this for sooo long now. A few of you have already sent thank-yous, but I am asking everyone to do it. Here's the thing:
The photographer, Mr. Henry Diltz, who let me use that beautiful photo of Michael on the cover of my book....he did for free! He is a professional photagrapher who could have charged me a fee, but out of love for Michael, he didn't. He IS one of Michael's soldiers of love. I am asking you to please send him a thank-you email. It doesn't have to be long, just a simple short one would be so nice. You could just say that you think the photo is perfect for the book, and thank him for being a friend to Michael and a continuing soldier of love! You can say anything else you like as well. Be sure you mention the name of the book, so he knows what you are thanking him for. I am sure he would appreciate hearing from y'all. Below is the email address. Please address the email to: Mr. Henry Diltz (An Angel Among Us) Thanks you guys! peace, light & MichaeLove, Michelle
Dearest Friends, Thank-you for your encouragement. But, let me say that we are ALL working for the same cause, right? We all have a dream of Michael's name being cleared and his light and love flooding over the whole world.
A few people have asked me what kind of letters have I been writing and where do I get the addresses. I google newspapers of various states or countries and click on the tab "About Us" or "Contact Us" and send to anyone....like editors and reporters. It''s hard to get responses. So far, I've only gotten a few, but I won't quit! With the online articles I've written, I put the same stuff from the emails, but I also add more personal stuff in them. Here is an example of one of the emails I've sent...If anyone wants to use it in it's entirety or part...go ahead. Here's the letter example:
Dear Friend, (I personalize with a name when one is available.)
My name is E. Michelle Billeaudeaux and I am a native of Louisiana (U.S.A.) and currently live in Cecilia, but also lived in Oregon for 14 yrs. I am university educated and also have a teaching degree.
There is a large movement of people, from all over the planet, dedicated to helping people see Michael's true light and love. Please join us and be a part of it. A few of the better sites are: MJ Tribute Portrait; Official MJ Tribute Book; Reflections On The Dance, and Inner Michael, but there are many others.
My mission now, as so many others across the planet, is to "fight" for Michael's true, clean reputation, and to continue his legacy by living love, teaching peace, and protecting our planet. These faithful followers are involved in many very positive things being done in Michael's name, for instance: Tribute Portrait (I'm A Dot), planting trees in his name, Patchwork Blankets for Love, raising money for Haiti Relief and Gulf Shore clean-up, poetry book tributes, video tributes, donating books to libraries, flowers for Michael, and much more.
I wrote a book that came out in March on Amazon.com. It's called "An Angel Among Us: We Called Him Michael Jackson...a spiritual journey." It has been very positively accepted by many, many people...according to the wonderful messages and reviews I've received. Through the use of many sources, I demonstrate compelling reasons why the amazing facts surrounding his life cannot simply be coincidences.
The sources I used are: the Bible, Egyptian lore, biblical numerology, traditional numerology, evolution of Spirit in society (Age of the Mother, Age of the Father, New Age of the Child), astrology, writings on the Archangel Michael, the false allegations, Michael's androgeny, his turbulent relationship with his father, and much more. In my book I outline and prove that Michael's true nature is divine and his place in the history of the people of this planet is sacred.
I am a faithful follower, a beautiful believer, who has been loving and honoring Michael for 42 yrs. This book is everything I have believed about Michael my whole life. After he left us, I decided to put on paper my belief in order to show my love and respect for him, and to help people understand their feelings towards him. So many people have thanked me for helping them put all the puzzle pieces together. These thanks, from so many people, have really warmed my heart!
I was contacted by a publisher in Tokyo who wants to translate and republish my book for Japan. I just entered into a contract with them. The translated version should be out near the beginning of 2011. I think this is newsworthy, don't you?
Michael's birthday is this month on the 29th. I would like this story to be told in your newspaper. I want to reach as many people as heavenly possible! A copy of my book has even made it to the Jackson family.
A portion of each sale of my book is donated to charity in Michael's memory. The books are $10.00, but of course, I only get 1/3 of this! That's OK though, because it's about the words...the message..... the L~O~V~E.................the truth.
This mass outpouring of love from so many people is something that is important and worth telling people about, don't you think?
Here is one review of the book: reviewer's name: Chris Kholer, California
"A musician, stage director & eclectic music lover myself, I always said (if anyone brought up the subject) that my admiration for Michael Jackson was really "all about the music".
However, over the years as I observed the trajectory of MJ's career and his personal life in all its glory, innovation and catastrophe, something kept nagging my soul that wasn't about music, or dance, or performing onstage. I had to admit that something about him was speaking to me that was much deeper than his musical talents, something that I had not clearly understood and am still processing.
When I am in doubt or in pain in my life, I look to two things: faith and logic. The author takes her opinions about MJ to these two opposing battlefields and comes up with a number of fascinating ideas.
If you are called to read this book, or intrigued, or tempted, I think she will have you looking inward too. She opens herself to our judgement in a way that MJ would understand, I think, and the reader is challenged to "make a change" in thought even if a small one.
I most like the way she transcends specific religious doctrines and uses historical references of mainstream, and alternative belief systems, to make her points. She challenges you to separate spirituality from religion in what you understand and use in your own life.
"An Angel Among Us" does not imply an ending point but rather a starting line for the seekers among us, like MJ, who never stopped investigating the boundaries of his personal faith no matter where it led him or what pain lay in the journey. To the day he died, he never gave up and neither should we.
This is a must-read, whether you are an MJ fan or not, but bring an open mind. If her words make you uncomfortable, find out why.
The book will make you question, wonder, hope, and maybe even cry - I did..."
Awaiting your response.....Thank-you! peace, light & MichaeLove, Michelle
Living here in South Louisiana, my mind has been drifting to the oily devastation of our coastline. My heart is heavy for two reasons this month: Of course I am feeling so very sad as that horrible day, June 25th, nears us. I know that Michael's spirit is all around me everyday, and our spirit lives forever..."I am forever" as He said. But I miss him, I can not stop those feelings from washing over me, wave after wave. I look at his photos, I watch his videos, and most importantly, I read "Dancing The Dream" by Michael. His wonderful, insightful, beautiful and sweet words embrace me. I feel as though I am wrapped in a warm, soft, snuggly blanket as I read this book!
But then, I am horrified as I see those news reports about all those innocent animals washing up covered in oil, dead or dieing. I know that Michael would be crying, as I am, about this catastrophe. So many people's lives will be ruined by this, and we will be negatively affected for years to come. This will affect the world's oceans, because we are all connected...one world, one planet. Michael said it best: "You are just another part of me."
I am lucky to be part of such a family as this site. Knowing that Michael himself has brought us all together is knowing that I am a part of something magical, really. The love for our angelic brother, and his love for us, is the exact reason we are all together. How amazing Michael is, was, will be, then, now, and forever.
I love you Michael, during lifetimes passed and lifetimes yet lived.
Another Dream of Michael
May 20, 2010
I don’t know where I was in my dream, but there was a long table with many people sitting at it. Everyone at the table was some male figure who was thought of as great. They were being honored this night. Many of them were actually Disney characters, all males. As I looked over the table I noticed that sitting right in the middle of everyone was Michael! I thought how sweet this was that Michael had the middle place of honor, among all the characters he loved to mingle with at Disneyland. He was being honored as greatest of the greats! I could hardly believe that I was looking at Michael! A little later, Michael was standing in front of the table. I thought, now is the time. I am going to talk to him. I walked up to him and asked if he wanted to go for a walk. He said yes, and took my hand in his. I took him outside, as it was an area that I was familiar with. We began to walk, but I noticed that people were beginning to follow us, so I began pulling him along more quickly. I took him through trees and down a path. Then, we jumped down to a lower level of an embankment along a river. It was an area where my family had a camp. We ducked inside, happy to have lost the followers.
Michael and I sat down on a couch. He seemed so tired to me. He put his head on my shoulder and slowly his eyes closed. I told him that he seemed quite tired. He said no, that he wasn’t. However, I said to him that it was OK if he was tired. He needed to sleep I told him. Gently, I scooted his head and shoulders down to rest on a pillow in my lap. I told him not to worry because I was here for him; it was OK and he should just sleep. I stroked his head and cheek and watched him peacefully sleeping. I felt so happy to be able to provide him with a safe place to get some much needed rest.
I woke up and could still feel the weight of his body resting against mine. Each time I remembered the dream during the day, my stomach flipped with butterflies. ☺
Michael, I miss you today, as everyday. I passed by a tree yesterday that was missing all of its leaves, but its shape and lines and flow was perfection. It reminded me of you. You said that you "had a thing for trees." Yes, they are beautiful and they are the lungs of our planet. However, the tree itself reminded me of you too because even with all of its leaves gone and its branches bare...it was magnificent. Like you...even when you were at your simplest.....sitting on the floor of an orphanage loving children, or visiting a young burn victim......you were magnificent. You were beautiful when you dressed with colors, and belts, and chains, and silks (your "leaves")...this is true, But you did not need these things to be beautiful and magical to me...to us. I have loved you for almost 42 years. We have loved you for a lifetime, for lifetimes! Even though your body has left us, you are still here with us everyday. your love is still traveling the planet through us. As your true believers and fans continue to connect with each other from all over the world....your love continues to travel. I love you more.
I was so touched by Prince and Paris tonight as they accepted your Lifetime Achievement Award. It was so evident how much they love and miss you. You did a wonderful job raising them and showing them love and respect. You have beautiful children, Michael. It is clear that they will continue to spread your message of love for the planet. Your spirit shines in them!
Michael, I want to thank you for helping me get through these past few months, weeks, days, and hours. As my father was dying I was aware of your presence. You are in the light and I feel certain that you were one of the emmisaries that guided Dad into the light and love of the collective consciousness. It has only been about 32 hours since Dad passed away, but it feels like a lifetime. Now, I have to ask you for something else. Please fill my mother up with strength. She will feel lost without my dad. They were together since 9th grade....they are in their 60's now. I know it will take time to find a new routine without him, but please help her along the way. Thank-you, Michael. You are OurAngel Michael.
I HAVE to tell you something! I am soooo high now now...Well, let me start at the beginning: last night I went out to see this wonderful display of meteors. I was sure that i would be inudated with so many and feel so close to Michael and everything would be perfect...right? Just me, the stars, and my thoughts of Michael. So, waering a t-shirt, barefooted, i went outside wrapped in a light chenille throw. It was about 45 degrees out. My feet were cold but I love cold weather. The wind was 0. The clouds were high and there wetre many stars out.......but about halfway through my standing in the crisp night air on the bricks of my porch, I had seen NO shooting stars. For a second I was sad and disappointed...thinking that this was all about feeling one with Michael and it depended on seeing shooting stars, OK? As soon as I entertained the thought of feeling sad, I felt a *shift* in my perspective. I found myself saying to myself,"No. this is a Perfect night! I am loving the cold, my numbing toes, the stars, and the still night air. I asked myself when was the last time I'd stayed up 'til 1 am to look at the stars??? I decided that it was justb fine if I saw not a single shooting star because I felt happier than I had since, you know when. And I felt closer to God that I'd felt since, you know, Michael. i gave thanks for such a wonderful night. AND then SWOOOOOSH!!!!! right over my head, perfectly centered over me, was the biggest and brightest shooting star I have ever seen! NO JOKE. It made me yelp outloud. It looked sooooo close and it lasted all the way across the sky, over my head and over my house. I freaked! Really. I Knew it was Michael, or maybe even God! .(They are in the same family afterall! :) It definately was a sign to me that I was heading in the right direction. I have slowly been coming around with trying to feel love and make sense of it all. This told me that I was making sense and I was going to be OK...better than OK. I was good. I am not alone. Michael is and always has been with me, and always will beI blew a kiss up to the night and said thank-you. I stayed out another 45 minutes then went in to bed. (I had not slept since 1 the night before, remember?) This gave me chills all over my body with my hair standing up on end. It was quite moving.
But the magic didn't stop there, oh no! :) This morning I was so excited to tell mcKenzie all about it, and she was quite happy for me! We got ready for school and right before we left the house, I FINALLY remembered to bring my "COEXIST" sign for my room to put on my wall next to my paper on love and peace. I have been meaning to do this for about 2 months!!
THEN: when I dropped McKenzie off at school, she was getting out of the car and I always say, "I love you, have a great day!" Today she actually leaned back inside the car and .....KISSED me big on the lips! She had stopped doing this last year because of wanting to look grown-up in front of friends. I couldn't believe it!! I was so happy! More chills on my skin.
I got to school and put up my Coexist paper, then went right next door to tell my teacher friend about my wonderful shooting star and kiss from my 13 year-old. She stopped me and said, "Wait. i have something for you." She said it was something she had but thought I should have it. It was a beautiful windchime with a black and white yin/yang wooden medalion hanging from the bottom! It sounds beautiful!!! I was so surprised and happy. Then she asked all about my other news and seemed genuinly happy for me.
But the magic didn't stop there. Yesterday i had started a new ritual with my kids (my class)...as per your suggestion. Monday I explained that i would be telling them Good Morning Class each morning followed by I Love You. Most said it back to me, but some were embarrassed. But today...they were so excited and expectant...i could tell. they were waiting for the ritual. So I said, "Good morning class." They all were SO quick to answer, "Good morning" to me. then I said "I love you." They were so anxious to say "I love you!" They could hardly wait for me to end my sentence!!! Then I proceded to tell them that I was so happy and told them all about the star, the kiss, the coexist, and the chimes gift, which was hanging in my class already.
But wait: Since last week I had my eyes on some spare desks that another teacher was getting rid of, but were bigger that many of mine. I wanted them, bad! But my custodian, Mr. Allen, said that i would have to wait because he thought someone might have spoken for them already...bummer I had thought last week...but today at 8:20 he poked his head in my classroom and said I could go get as many as I needed!!!! We scooped up 9 of them. I was so excited because I was able to get rid of 9 of my smaller desks.
All of this happened before 8:30 in the morning. My kids were awesome. They kept drawing me pictures of myself wearing t-shirts with a peace sign on it, or Michael Jackson on it, or heaets on it...stuff like that. I got several hugs, and this is from 5th graders. I was told "I love you my a few kids when they left at the end of the day. It was wild.
That voice I heard the other day, Michael, telling me to just try to keep on loving, as I done before. The acceptance I had of just enjoying the moment and living in it and loving it, The one token incredible shooting star.
I really felt Him last night and all day today. I continued to get goose bumps a up and down my arms, legs, back, neck...all day, even driving home. I picked McKenzie up after school and talked about all this with her. She was laughing outloud at how much her kiss meant to me, but I could tell she was so happy to see ME happy. As soon as we got home, she wanted me to tell my mom all about my day! My mom and dad were happy for me too...even if they don't really understand my love for Michael. They want me to be happy.
No one person has ever touched so many. You were the ONE in over 6 billion. Your gentle, creative, and loving spirt shone with the white light of the glory of God. You were that beautiful child of that beautiful God. Your spirit was magical, rainbow, technicolor. You had the ancient soul of an angel with the heart of a child and you were the world's best teacher.......while remaining its most curious student. You called us your army of soldiers of love and I am so proud to be in that number. Although you are gone, we are still a family, but we know that our beloved angelic brother no longer sits at the head of the table. A part of myself left with you, a precious part, but I will continue to love and help those in my life, having learned from you. In the history of the people of this planet, you hold a most sacred place. "You are the sun; you make me shine." I love you, Michael, from the abyss of my soul, now and forever. peace & love, your sister, Michelle
Our Angel was born Michael Joseph Jackson on August 29th. I was born on March 29th 3yrs and 7mths later. I began falling in love with Michael when I was 6 years old, and the love grew throughout my life. He was such an amazing man and generous humanitarian. He was this world's biggest champion of humankind. He burned with the pure, white-hot energy and love of God. He was that beautiful child of that perfect, beautiful God. He was sent to us to remind us of what was most important: our children, our planet, ourselves. I watched as this world slowly took Him apart, thread by thread. His angelic soul and childlike heart was pushed past the point of no return. Our angel and brother, Michael, deserved so much more than that. I love you Michael, and I miss having you with us here on Earth...Looking up at the moon will never be the same again. love & peace, Michelle Bx.