"No Matter What They Told You
You're Not Alone
I'll Be Right Beside You, Forevermore..."

"You Are Not Alone,
For I Am Here With You
Though You're Far Away,
I Am Here To Stay
You Are Not Alone,
For I Am Here With You
Though We're Far Apart,
You're Always In My Heart.
You Are Not Alone..."

Dearest Michael,

I've been keeping up with the trial, but I've also been keeping myself occupied for a little while because I know you wouldn't want us to be scared of what they show and instead, carrying on the legacy we come to know as you.  Listening to your music and loving you like we do....  As I want to see justice just like many of us here, I'm going to stay strong throughout this entire trial.  Keep The Faith... Justice For You, Michael.

Yesterday they showed a new autopsy picture, and I have to say, it did scare me a bit, as did the last one.  I thought I was going to cry because of your condition when the picture was taken.  And I thought, "Why did they show this?!  I know this should help the prosecution, but did they have to show it like that?"  It was you undressed, privates blocked with a big black square, and just your shell, lying there.  It frightened me.  I was lying on my bed and I just grabbed hold of my quilt and just started gasping.

And there are some times where I feel like I need a hug.  Because "I get lonely sometimes, I get lonely..."

And then there are some times where I miss dreaming about you at night. "You are all I need in my life....You are all I dream of here at night..."

And sometimes, I just tell you I love you because I love you, and "I Don't Know What To Say...My Head's Spinning Like A Caurosel..." I'm Speechless when it comes to you... I love you so much!

"When All Life Is Seen As Divine, Everyone Grows Wings.". Remember that quote, from "Wings Without Me" from your book, Dancing The Dream?  It's hanging in my room, in a frame.  I made an almost calligraphic-like writing.  It's really pretty and I still get the weirdest reactions.  My brother and my mother looked at me funny when they saw it.  All I said was "Yes.", because they read the quote aloud in a tone of question, and I laughed at them.  What they don't know, but I learned, about you is that you were spiritual, and I like that. :)  I thought that was a spritual/inspirational quote, and since I had written "Wings Without Me" down on paper, I thought to look at tht to find the right quote.  The last quote I had hanging up was "I was born to never die.  To live in bliss, to never cry, to give my love without a sigh, this is my dance this is my high, it's not a secret, can't you see?  Why can't we all live in ECTASY?"

Besides the trial, I've been preparing for two performances.  My high school choir is having their fall concert tomorrow and Friday and I'm really excited!  And I've been caught up in study.  I had an Advanced Placement Human Geography test today and I have a Honors Algebra test tomorrow.

And now, I have some random stuff to say xD
It's because of you, Michael, I have urges to climb trees, but I can't climb trees where I am
It's because of you, Michael, I am eye-balling pianos everywhere and when I have the chance to play some random notes.
It's because of you, Michael, I am starting to dance.  I used to never dance, but I like to dance in my bedroom to your songs.
It's because of you, Michael, I am writing fanfiction...which is going well. :)
It's because of you, Michael, I moonwalk and slightly sideslide in gym class when no one is looking and talking to you when no one can hear me whisper to myself except for you. (AppleHead... That became my nickname... xD)
It's because of you, Michael, I love you, the world, and everyone in it..."You and me and the entire human race..."

I pray for you and your family at night during the trial.. :)  It's a nice thing to do, right?  Pray for people.. ^_^

I love you, Michael...So much.

My angel of music...

From this day on, now and forever more, you'll be in my heart.

I love you more.

I love you all.

With the love. L-O-V-E.  JUSTICE 4 Michael!!!!

LyDia :)