Thursday June 30, 2011...
I've been on the MJTP for a year! I'm very happy I joined this wonderful portrait, and I'm very happy I'm a part of it!
I've met a lot of people in the year and I've made some new friends just like me.
It makes me...Well, SPEECHLESS, when I get on here. It's always a pleasure to get on here, and I try to get on when I can.
What I love the most about this place is that we can come together and not be bothered by haterz...It's like a treehouse, a club...Where we can be ourselves and express our love of our Beloved, Michael.
I thank Michael because...Well, he's Michael! What more can I possibly say? I couldn't go ONE day without hearing his voice or seeing a picture of him. He's one of the best people that ever roamed the Earth, and when you think about it, he's just like us. He was human, and so are we. He did everything he possibly could to help the world. I never believed in the tabloids, even before he physically died (I'm saying that because I believe he is SPIRITUALLY alive, and is with each and every one of us). You are an angel, Michael. :)
Michael's my Angel Of Music, like Erik is to Christine [From Phantom Of The Opera].
At the moment, I am writing MJ fanfiction, and I admit that's the reason I haven't been on in a while. I have a lot of fun doing so and if you'd like to read my stories, you can do so by going here (copy and paste into your search bar):
Writing and drawing are my personal tributes to Michael. I'll try to get some pictures uploaded when I can do so.
And though I could do without the constant negative, almost "hater like" remarks from most of my family, I love them too. ^-^
Everyone says I'm obsessed, they even say I'm taking my obsession "too far", but when you're talking about Michael, there's no such thing as "too far". ;)
Michael, what would I do without you? I really don't know how I could live, not knowing about you. You Are My Life, and I Just Can't Stop Loving You. You showed me how to view the world in a different and beautiful way. You taught me to "Heal The World" and make it a better place. I can Never Say GoodBye... You've become part of who I am today, and I'm very thankful.
You've inspired me so much, Michael, I have a dream. I plan on mending most of my stuffed animals over the next few years, and buying some more stuffed animals, and when I can do so, instead of selling them at a garage sale, in your name, I would like to one day visit a nearby hospital and give these stuffed animals to sick children, so they may have a friend to cuddle up with, and . But since I can not so so just yet, I'm keeping this dream close to my heart, right next to you.
""So what is my life
If I don't believe
There is someone to watch me
Follow my dreams
Take all my chances, like those who dare
And what of our world
What does it become
When the damage is done
And you held out, you said no, you stand up
Only God knows
That it's all in the game
It's all in your name
Carry me to the gates of paradise
They're the same
It's all in your name..."'
~Barry Gibb and Michael Jackson- All In Your Name
So, to conclude my little letter...
In Michael's words: "I love you more!"
With the Michaelish Love. L-O-V-E...