You guys wanna know something???  I mean, really know something, like how tomatoes are fruit, but you don't put them in fruit salad? xP  xD

I love it here. xD  Being here makes me smile A WHOLE LOT, and I don't know if that means anything... BUT.  But, I went cloudwatching today and OMJ IT WAS SO FUN!! :D  Oh, the things you can get out of clouds... America, South America, Plankton, even olden cars and chickens punching a formation my home of Kentucky. xD

OMJ... My birthday is in about 18 days! O_O  I'm getting old! Dx  xD  Hahaha I won't do anything big this year.  I never really do.  But since my b-day's on a school day (Tuesday the 17th), I have no idea what I'll do. xD  Besides... 15 is not a big deal.  Oh wait, yes it is!  It's divisible by 5.. and 3! xD

Yeah, so I wrote another poem last night.  It spawned off of my english teacher anonymously reading my sonnet for Michael and NOT SAYING MICHAEL JACKSON at the end of it. I know it wasn't on purpose but he took every name out of each poem he read.  By not saying Michael's name at the end, the poem was butchered.  Without Michael, that poem is just...  Haha  Here.  I'll let you read it and shut my trap.  xD  It almost made my best friend cry when he read it.

ARE YOU AFRAID TO SAY MY NAME

Dark, lonely whispers
to a lonely soul.
When I don't talk back,
it's because I've lost myself.
When all else seemed to fail,
are you afraid to say my name?

The road I followed
may have not been the best,
but I can only be
what the world sees me as.
When the world seems to betray,
are you afraid to say my name?

Deafening silence
against your heart pounding
rapidly in my ear.
Can't sleep, can't keep
to the rhythm of my life.
When my burdens catch up to my euphoria,
are you afraid to say my name?

Long, lost, ago,
I wrote
long, lost, letters to you.
When it rained,
long, lost, ago,
I would yearn for your embrace.
When I need you close to me,
From the Other Side,
Long, lost, ago,
I am not afraid to say your name.

Más cerca, mi amor.
No me dejes solo ...
Usted me cantó cuando yo estaba asustada;
al mundo del monstruo cambió mi vida.
Al arrullo atrajo a dormir a mi alma sangrante,
No tengo miedo a decir su nombre.

Not anymore,
I am not afraid.
They do not understand
how much you mean to me.
And when they ridicule me
for my love for you,
I will not be afriad to say your name...

Ellos no saben que no me puedes dejar ...
No tengo miedo a decir su nombre.

Ámame... Ámame... Ámame...
Ámame... Ámame... Ámame...
Ámame... Ámame... Ámame...


(Closer, my love.
Don't leave me alone...
You sang to me when I was scared;
when the monster's world turned my life around.
When you lullaby lured sleep to my bleeding soul,
I am not afraid to say your name.)

(They don' know you can't leave me.
I am not afraid to say your name.

Love me... Love me... Love me...
Love me... Love me... Love me...
Love me... Love me... Love me...)

...I've no fear to speak your name.... 

It's SPRING BREAK FOR ME!! :D

I've got an entire week on my hands... An entire week to be free and... of course, work on my writing.  :)

See you guys later! :D

It's All For L-O-V-E.. 

-Lydia(;

I was born to never die
To live in bliss, to never cry
To speak the truth and never lie
To share my love without a sigh
To stretch my arms without a tie
This is my dance, this is my high
It's not a secret, can't you see
Why can't we all live in ecstasy

Ecstasy Ecstasy
Why can't we all
Live in Ecstasy.

Without a guilt, without regret
I am here to forget
Tainted memories of imagined sin
In every friend, kith and kin

We have come to celebrate here
The getting rid of every fear
Of every notion, every seed
Of any separation, caste, or creed.

This alienation, fragmentation, abomination
Of separation, exploitation, isolation
This cruelty, hysteria, absolute madness
This anger, anxiety, overflowing sadness
Disrupted ecology, wanton destruction
Diseased biology, nature's obstruction
Endangered species, environmental pollution
Holes in the ozone, defying solution
Is not knowing the spark that lights my interior
Is the same fire, glowing in every man, child, and mother superior

We have come to celebrate here
The getting rid of every fear
Of every notion, every seed
Of any separation, caste, or creed.

Feeling free, let us fly
Into the boundless, beyond the sky
For we were born to never die
To live in bliss, to never cry
To speak the truth and never lie
To share our love without a sigh
To stretch our arms without a tie

This is our dance, this is our high
It's not a secret, can't you see
Why can't we all live in ecstasy

Ecstasy Ecstasy
Why can't we all
Live in Ecstasy. 

-Michael Joe Jackson 
 

...Playin' in the snow! :D

Sleep tight, Michael... :3

...A short little poem I wrote in spare time the other night.

"Don't take this moment for granted,
This eternal moment of intimacy.
Something the heart can understand,
But the eyes and brain fumble with.
Breathe simple, but pure and spiritual life,
And unconditional love, like a rolling wind,
Breathe into me, and make me alive.
Blissful, as we become
Everything in our nature,
The infinite galaxies,
And the infinite unbounded,
In the infinitude of time.
Do they understand
How much you mean to me?
To love, and love life,
And love me, love you.
I utter my first sound
As a newborn soul
For the world to know
I am alive and loved,
Because I know
You love me,
And there's a world out there
That loves me too.
They humbly stand before me."

~~~~~~~~~~~~(SQUIGGLES! OMJ! :D)~~~~~~~~~~~~~

"I may be a mental wreck, I might be eccentric, but I can do the moonwalk, and that makes it all better. ...Like when kitties purr, it's like sunshine and rainbows.  I know I'm a nutball.  This has nothing to do with anything, I know.  Haha I AM a mental wreck in my eyes, so you don't have right to say anything bad about me.  Super sensitive people rock (mostly cuz I'm one of them but you know what I mean)!  And I like chocolate. (:P)   Michael Joseph Jackson is my world.  No matter how much you try you can't take away our desire for Super Soakers.... FLOP!  I had a nightmare about being tied to a train track once.  It was Friday afternoon.  I couldn't see anything and I was soooo scared!  Then I woke myself up and went back to sleep.  This is how much life I've used up so far. THE END.  For now.  That is, if I don't have anymore random rants like this." :D 
-Me.  Again. xD 

So goodbye for now.  I Gots to make some popcorn.  OK not popcorn, but I might get a bowl of cereal, or maybe a bag of Doritos.  

My best intention to crack a smile or a giggle.  Something was telling me to make people laugh today, and just brighten days.

-LYDIA! :D

So today in English class, we had to write sonnets, which are poems that have ten syllables in each line, and follow an "ABAB CDCD EFEF GG" rhyme scheme. 

The directions my English teacher handed out was to write something you were passionate about.  So since I'm passionate about Michael, I figured why not?  

I call this poem "Inspired", and I hope you like it.  Michael, this one is for you. :) 

Beautiful eyes and smile hidden by fear.
A voice so clear, yet wonderously rare.
Tell me, why did you veil yourself, my dear?
A soul special to me beyond compare.

A heart so giving, so caring, so kind
A loving world your dream was to unfurl.
Healing children was what you sought to find.
In your small way, to help each boy and girl.

Could it be you that taught me how to love
A world you tried musically to heal?
An angel sent from God's Heaven above.
Someone like you could not have been so real.

No hesitation, I have conspired:
I'm one Michael Jackson has inspired. 

Hopefully more poems to come! :D  Haha.  I never stop writing, do I?  But at least it's a hobby.  "Hobbies are good." xD

-Lydia

"There is nothing more important that I can do with my life than to make the lot of the world's children a better one."
~Michael Jackson

Soooo...  Today, I finally submitted my pledge in support of Michael Jackson's Children's Hospital!!!!!!  

I suggest that if you haven't, please pledge your support.  It's free, and I know you'll feel good, knowing you're supporting a FANTASTIC cause!

If you copy/paste the link into your search bar, it'll take you where you can pledge.

http://www.michaelschildrenshospital.com/index.php?option=com_facileforms&Itemid=57

Heal The World! :3

-Lydia(;