even through the year has passed,i still get a little lonely,and sad.i guess i will feel this way for the rest of my life.just knowing you,who have been a part of my life,for all of my life.that you are no longer here.i miss you like yesterday like today,and tomorrow,ill miss you forever.i am so glad that you were here,and that i got the chance to love you from the beggining.to witness it all happen for you .and most of all,just to love you.my heart forever mourns.this pain that reaches into my very soul that makes me sometimes  stumble and fall .but i know that it is you michael .that catches me,that brings me comfort,i know that i am not alone,you are here with me .i love you michael jackson,still........with allmy heart