My darling Michael,i am so confused ,hurt, angry and sad right now .i cant stop the tears ,from rolling down my face.just like june 25th,my life has once again come to a stop.to hear your voice,the voice that i have loved ,and continue to love, sounding so helpless and so in need of help.and to know that no one was there when you needed them.my heart is broken,i just want to scream,to scream out to the world,why didnt anyone care enough about you.you Michael,who cared about everyone.how could this happen ,how could they watch this happen.how can you care more about the money,than you do about the one that is making you the money.how could they fail you so competely.so many questions,and the answers ,now would be useless.they wont bring you back to us.
i remember the cute little kid that you were.with the smile as bright as the sunshine,the voice as big as the universe,and the eyes that held your story,shining,sparkling,twinkling,so bright.i remember loving you then,myself as a child.and watching you hypnotized,mesmerided by your every move.that love lives inside of me ,even today it is a part of my very soul,the heartfelt beat of my very existence.i watched as you grew into this beautiful man.so loving,so giving and forgiving.such a great humanitarian.teaching us in your wisdon to love and care for each other.it is sad that not everyone understood you message.and even sadder that some never will.there are those of that love you Michael,and we always will.
this is not how your story was susposed to end,i know that this was not GODS,great plan.i can understand your pain,i wish there was something that i could have done.now we sit and watch the man whose hands you died at ,blame you because of the greed inside of himself.it just wasnt susposed to be like this.Michael we were susposed to grow old together.i never throught that you would leave me .i throught i had you forever.i sit here and wipe away my tears,but i just cant keep up.i know you look down from HEAVEN,and that you see all of our tears.please dont be sad for us ,know that we love you so much.we are sending up our prayers ,for your family,your children,GOD please wrap them in your sweet loving embrace.hold them tight LORD.your mother,GOD,please walk with her daily inside the courtroom and out,LORD give her the strength she needs to hear the things about the day her child went home,let her know he is now safely in your arms,all of his problems,whatever they may have been are over now ,he has been made whole again in JESUS name.your brothers and sisters,i can understand their pain,let them be comforted in the love and the laughter that you all shared growing up.and let them know that one day they will see their dear brother again.
we may never know Michael how you life ended this way,but we all know the catalyst,that started all of this in motion,one lie told by one Evan Chandler.the greed of one person,who opened the door and let another Janet Arvizo,walk in behind him.maybe one day ,Michael,maybe one day.the truth finally will be told.we love you Michael,we love you so much.
