Dearest Michael,    It's about 3 hrs. until the New Year will be here.  I can't believe another year is almost gone.  It's been 18 months since  you suddenly left us.  The year 2010 was a very emotional one for me.  My son was married, a joyous time for me, but I also lost my wonderful Dad in April.  I have struggled with his loss the last  8 months, as well as trying to accept your passing.  As I reflect on the past 12 months, I realize that I've experienced joy and sorrow, but I am thankful for a lot of things.  I have my health, a home, food to eat, my family.  So, I am wishing you a Happy New Year in Heaven, and I pray that in the coming years, your family will begin to heal, especially your beautiful children, and I hope that God will bless them with health, happiness and to always keep you in their hearts and to never forget you.  Thank you Michael, for all the wonderful years of happiness you gave to us.  Thank you for being such a wonderful humanitarian to people all over the world.  Our hearts are still hurting, I think they will be for a long time to come, but we have comfort in knowing that someday we will see you, and all our loved ones, in Heaven.  I wish everyone in the MJTP family a very Happy and healthy new year, and keep me in your prayers.  I miss you Dad, Mommy, and you Michael.  Keep L.O.V.E.  in your hearts everyone.  It's the only way to face the new year.  God Bless.

Dear Michael,  I just want to say this Christmas is a mixture of emotions for me.  I know we're celebrating the birth of Jesus and that's wonderful, but it's the first holiday that both my parents aren't here with me.  My Mother died 24 yrs. ago, and my Dad just passed in April.  Of course, everyone misses you, and I can't imagine what your family is going through.  My heart is very heavy with sadness, I've looked at pictures of my parents and the tears just start to fall.  As hard as that is, I can't imagine losing a child.  My heartfelt prayers go out to your family, and to all your fans who love you so much.  But, there is also a beacon of light in my life, I'm going to be a grand-parent.  I believe with all my heart that God has a plan for each of us.  Sometimes we don't understand why certain things happen, like you leaving us so soon, but God will comfort us and I think that He is going to show us great and wonderful things through your children.  I truly believe that, and I know that you are happy where you are now.  It's just so hard to live our lives without our loved ones here with us.  I'll always have my parents in my heart, and there is little spot there for you too.  You have touched so many people's lives with your love, kindness, generousity, compassion, forgiveness, well, I could go on and on.  I'm sure everyone has someone they will be missing this year, but we have to keep going for the other people in our lives.  I will be lighting a candle for my parents, and for you.  Your love is still shining on this Earth Michael, we all can feel it.  Our hearts are just bursting with love for you.  I have to say goodbye for now, the tears are overwhelming.  May God comfort your loved ones.  I love you Mom and Dad, and I love you Michael.  God bless you all. 

I came across this verse in the Bible and I immediately thought of Michael, I think you will agree.      "Blessed is the man who perseveres under trial, when he has stood the test, he will receive the crown of life that God has promised to those who love Him."   James 1:12  You did persevere Michael, we had faith you would.  I hope you can feel all the love everyone sends to you every day.  That day you peacefully slipped away from us is always going to be very sad, but God has reasons for things and someday it will be revealed to us.  May you be happy and at peace now.  God bless you. 

Dearest Michael,   I just wanted to say that I'm thinking about you today, as I do most days.  I watched the interviews of your Mom and your beautiful children on tv the other day.  My heart was just broken when I heard the pain in your Mother's voice.  I just wanted to reach out and give her the biggest hug and try to comfort her in some way.  I think you would have been proud of  Prince, Paris and Blanket.  I'm still not sure if you would have wanted them on tv like that, but they did open up and give us just a little bit of how they have been coping with their loss.  It touched my heart when Paris said she missed everything about you.  I can't imagine how they are getting along without you.  It is very obvious that you were the most loving and caring Father in the whole world.  They are a reflection of you and their actions show what a great Father you really were.  Be proud of them Michael, you have every right to be.  I pray that  they can grow up in this crazy world down here without all the troubles you had growing up.  May God bless them and guide them each day of their lives, and I pray God will give your family, especially your Mother, some kind of comfort.  I know your Mother will never get over losing you, I could see that on her face, and hear it in her voice, but as time passes by I pray that it does get a little easier for her.  She is very lucky to have your precious babies with her.  I believe she keeps going for them.  Watch over them Michael, they need your spirit to help them along the way.  We all miss you so much, but you are with God and the angels now, and I do hope that  you have found your peace that you longed for here on earth.  God bless you and thank you for being a beautiful person and for helping the children while you were here.  I think they probably miss you the most.  My heart is sad because you're not here physically, but I know that your spirit is soaring in the Heavens and you are finally free from all hurtful and painful things you had to endure here, they can't hurt you anymore Michael.  We love you more and always will. 

I've been through almost 600 messages on here, and have only come across 2 that pertain to Michael.  Why do these people keep putting up these messages about boots and shoes and hats, no one is interested in these things.  This is highly disrespectful to our beloved Michael, and his fans.  Please, stop taking up space that is reserved for messages to or about Michael.  We don't need to see this stuff.  Please stop.

 Dear Michael,  You've been on my heart a lot lately.  I was up late the other night, couldn't sleep, so I wrote this poem.  It helps me to feel better if  I can write things out.   It's called,   MICHAEL'S EYES    When I look into your beautiful eyes,   It's not hard to describe what I feel,   There are so many different emotions,   Each one is very real,   I can see the compassion you have in your heart,   For the children you truly cared for,   You gave so very much of yourself,   I believe it's what you lived for,   In those big brown eyes I also see,   A desire to protect our Earth,   You valued every living thing,   Your kind heart knew how much each was worth,   I can also see the kindness you showed,   To countless people in the world,   I know if it was possible,   You would help each man, woman, boy and girl,   At times I see sadness in those dark eyes,   I wish I could have been there for you,   To help you in your time of need,   To hold your hand and see you through,   I see the absolute joy you felt,   When each of your children were born,   They were number one in your life,   The second was your love to perform,   They say the eyes are the window to one's soul,   I believe this is so very true,   The love I see in Michael's eyes,   Will live on through his children's eyes too.     God Bless you Michael Joseph Jackson.               

Dear Michael,  I just found out about the uncovering of your name!!!  I'm so happy for you and your family.  It should have been done a long time ago, but we are so proud.  I know you are looking down with a happy heart.  I wish I could give you a big hug and see your face.  Thank you to all the fans who made this possible.  We are taking baby steps for you Michael, but we are going to press on and continue to work for you.  I am just so happy for you (tears)!!!  I read somewhere a fan wrote that we will never let go of your hand, how true that is.  God bless everyone who tirelessly worked to achieve this goal for our beloved Michael.  We love you more, Michael and always will. 

Dear Michael,   Just wanted to say hi and to let you know that I miss you so much.  I also want to say thank you to everyone who makes this website possible.  It's so nice to come to a place where you read nothing but good things about Michael.  It's such a great place.  There are still so many people out there who want to do nothing but talk bad about one of the most loving and beautiful people in the world.  But, I can come here and leave all that negative stuff behind.  I love you Michael, and will never forget you.  Thank you for all the beautiful memories you left us.  You will always be in our hearts, forever.  My prayers are with your family.  Hugs and kisses to you. 

Dearest Michael,  I just got off of youtube looking at another tribute to you.  Oh Michael, soo many people love and miss you so very much.  I just wanted to share this with everyone.  I'm sure that  most of you have heard this song, but the words fit Michael so perfectly, please read and really think about the words.                      "For all those times you stood by me,  For all the truth that you made me see,  For all the joy you brought to my life,  For all the wrong that you made right,  For every dream you made come true,  For all the love I found in you,  I'll be forever thankful, baby,  You're the one who held me up,  Never let me fall,  You're the one who saw me through, through it all,   You were my strenghth when I was weak,  You were my voice when I couldn't speak,  You were my eyes when I couldn't see,  You saw the best there was in me,  Lifted me up when I couldn't reach,  You gave me faith cause you believed,  I'm everything I am because you loved me!  You gave me wings and made me fly,  You touched my hand I could touch the sky,  I lost my faith you gave it back to me,  You said no star was out of reach,  You stood by me and I stood tall,  I had your love I had it all,  I'm grateful for each day you gave me,  Maybe I don't know that much,  But I know this much is true,  I was blessed because I was loved by you,   You were my strenghth when I was weak,  You were my voice when I couldn't speak,  You were my eyes when I couldn't see,  You saw the best there was in me,  Lifted me up when I couldn't reach,  You gave me faith cause yu believed,  I'm everything I am because you loved me,   You were always there for me,  The tender wind that carried me,  A light in the dark shining your love into my life,  You've been my inspiration,  Through the lies you were the truth,  My world is a better place because of you"   This is a wonderful song performed by Celion Dion, and the last few words of the song are so very true for me, Michael, my world is a better place because of YOU!!  Thank you for giving of yourself and being there for all of us.  You will always hold a special place in my heart, may God bless your family and give them the strength they need to get through each day and night.  Help them to be strong to face some of the awful people in this world who never understood you or supported you.  I pray that your precious children are comforted by your love for them.  May God continue to watch over them and keep them safe.  Sleep peacefully.  Love you more.

Dearest Michael,  First of all, my heart goes out to your family, especially your precious children.  I know your family didn't celebrate birthdays when you were a child, but you did with your children, so I hope they find some comfort as they face another birthday without their wonderful Dad.  I hope you can wrap your loving arms around them and let them know that you are okay.  I hope you are having a great birthday in Heaven with all the angels.  We haven't forgotten you on this day, or any other day.  HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MICHAEL.  My Dad's birthday is the 29th of next month, he isn't here to celebrate his either.  But, I think we have to keep our loved one's memories alive in our hearts.  They will always be there if we do that one thing.  Thank you, Michael, for your presence on this Earth, although it was much too short.  You were a shining light for the world to see.  Even though that light is now shining in Heaven, our hearts will keep that glow because you gave us one very important thing, LOVE.  I thank God for blessing your parents with you.  They in turn shared you with the world.  We will always remember you, please know that.  God Bless you and all my loved ones there.  Hugs and kisses.

Dear Michael,  It's almost here, your birthday, and it's the second one without you here.  Our hearts are still so very hurt and broken.  I can't imagine what your family and friends are going through.  I send them and the fans all over the world my prayers.  Please God, comfort Michael's loved ones, especially his children, and his fans who are having such a hard time without him.  We miss you so much Michael.  I pray that you are in peace now, not having to deal with all the things that troubled you on Earth.  I pray that justice will be served and once again you will come out victorious.  We are standing by you now, the same way we always have in the past.  I hope you have a happy birthday Michael, and please know that we all miss you and love you so very much.  My wish is that you could be here, where you belong, singing and playing with your kids and just enjoying life again, but it's not meant to be that way.  Forgive me for being selfish, but I guess I'm not the only one.  I'm going to light a candle for you, Michael, as I've done many times already.  I hope you can feel the love that is being sent to you from everyone who loves you.  God Bless you, and God Bless your family.  We will never forget you and I hope we, as fans, will make you proud.  You were always there for us, and we will be there for you, forever.   Love you more.

Dear Michael,  I just wanted to say that I've been thinking of you quite a bit lately.  You have been on my heart and I truly needed to talk to you.  Sometimes I feel like no one understands me and the way I feel, but when I get on this site and read all the beautiful things everyone writes about you, it makes me feel closer to you.  We all miss you so much.  But, you are still with us here, in spirit.  Every butterfly I see, each sunflower I look at reminds me of you.  You are still inspiring people to do good things all over the world.  Your love is still here.  Sometimes when I'm feeling down about lots of things, I'll listen to your music and it really helps me to feel better.  I'm still struggling with the passing of my Dad, there are days when all I want to do is cry, most of the time it's private, but then I think of your precious children and I think well, they have lost their wonderful Dad and they are struggling too, but they are trying to go on.  So, I pick up the broken pieces of my heart and try to go on.  When I'm watching a video of you I sometimes smile and remember what a great person you were, and other times I cry because the pain is still there, knowing that this never should have happened, it's so senseless.  Thank you, Michael for being there for the world, you were the angel among us and I'm sending you all my love and hugs.  You ARE the meaning of the word, L.O.V.E.   We will never ever forget you, can you feel our love for you?  God Bless you Michael Joseph Jackson, see you in Heaven.  Always love you more. 

Dearest Michael,  Just a note to say please welcome another angel to Heaven.  My third cousin lost his battle with leukemia last night, he was only 15 yrs. old.  I ask everyone to please pray for his family that God will comfort them in their hour of need.  He was so young and had his whole life ahead of him, but God saw that he needed to finally rest from the struggle he endured.  I know that God will take care of him now, no more suffering no more pain.  He was a patient at St. Jude's and as they say, he earned his wings.  Thanks for listening Michael, God Bless.  Take care, Robert.  :'''(

Dear Michael,     I was watching This Is It on cable yesterday and it seems like each time I watch it, I find something new that I had missed before.  I truly never get tired of watching you whether it's on youtube or a video or your movie, just anything because you were such a wonderful person.  You treated everyone so nice and you were such a perfectionist in your work.  You always wanted everything to be right, for your fans.  I also felt such a sadness come over me because I realize that we never got to witness all your hard work that you and everyone else put into what would have been the greatest show on earth.  Everything that you were so passionate about, the earth, the children of the world, the sick and hungry, showed in what you were doing.  You were trying to get our attention for so many things, trying to make us see what needed to be done before it's too late.  I pray that people will heed your warnings.  I find it hard to wrap my mind around the idea that you are no longer here with us.  My heart just breaks for your children.  All they have left now are their memories and anything they can watch and listen to about you.  I just see what a compassionate and caring person you really were and now the world has lost that beautiful soul because of someone's stupidity.  It doesn't make any sense to me.  Someone like you should still be here to carry on the work that needs to be done.  Your love for mankind was so heartwarming to me.  I know no one is perfect, and I'm sure you had your faults just like everyone else, but God blessed you with a loving and caring heart.  Someone who cared so deeply about people and their problems and was willing to help the ones who needed it.  You actually DID something, not just talk about it.  You gave freely to those who needed help in this world, especially the most vulnerable, the children.  I hope we, your fans, can try to carry on your work and try to show love in this world.  That's what you were all about.  When I watch a video of you visiting the children in a hospital and you reach out your hand and show them how much you cared, it brings tears to my eyes.  That's love.  And all you asked in return was to be loved.  But, you were treated so bad.  Everything that you had to go through was just wrong.  People couldn't accept the kind of person you were.  What's wrong with being kind, caring, giving, wanting to help people and loving children?  People had to twist everything around.  But, you are now in a place where there is nothing but love, and I believe you are now receiving the love and acceptance you yearned for on earth.  Please, Michael, be happy, be free and hold a spot for me up there 'cause I want to embrace you and all my loved ones when I get there.  Thank you God for loaning him to us for a short while.  You have one of your brightest stars back with you now.  Watch over us, Michael, and remember, we will always love you more. :)

Just wanted to share this poem with everyone.  I found it on another site.  Hope you enjoy it.                  Please don't mourn for me I'm still here, though you don't see I'm right by your side each night and day and within your heart I long to stay.  My body is gone but I'm always near, I'm everything you feel, see and hear.  My spirit is free but I'll never depart, as long as you keep me alive in your heart.  I'll never wander out of your sight, I'm the brightest star on a warm summer night.  I'll never go beyond your reach, I'm the warm moist sand when you're at the beach.  I'm the colorful leaves when winter comes round, and the pure white snow that blankets the ground.  I'm the beautiful flowers of which you're so fond, the clear cool water in a quiet pond.  I'm the first bright blossom you see in the spring, the first shiny raindrop that storm clouds bring.  I'm the first ray of light when the sun starts to shine, and you'll see that the face in the moon is mine.  When you start thinking there's no one to love you, talk to me and I will listen.  I'll whisper my answer through the leaves on the trees, and you'll feel my prescence in the soft summer breeze.  I'm the hot salty tears that flow when you weep, and the beautiful dreams that come while you sleep.  I'm the smile you see on a stranger's face, just look for me, I'm everyplace.   As the one year anniversary approaches, I would like to say that I still miss you Michael, so much.  I don't know how we made it this far without you here with us, but I guess God has given us the strength somehow.  I hope and pray that God has and will continue to comfort your family.  We, as your fans, will never forget you Michael.  You left us a gift, a part of you, which is your music.  But, you also left us love and hopefully we can carry on your work, to spread that love around the world.  You touched so many children's hearts around the world.  You helped so many people, especially the children.  I think they miss you the most.  Your gentleness and kindness toward them was so obvious.  In every video I've seen you with the children, you were always so loving and kind, it just made me cry.  Your spirit still lives on here on earth.  There are still good people in the world, I've seen it , after the earthquake in Haiti, the recent floods in Tennessee, people still want to help others in their time of need.  I know that you are up in Heaven watching and smiling when a person in need is helped.  That's what you wanted, for us to love and help one another, just as Jesus wants us to do.  I pray that you are not only remembered for you extraordinary talent, but for your desire and need to help people.  Why can't they talk about all the good things you did in your life?  God Bless you, Michael Jackson, and thank you from the bottom of my heart, for everything.  Love you more, always.

Just a quick note to Michael's children.  I will be thinking about all of you tomorrow, knowing that you too will be without your Dad on Father's Day.  My Dad passed away on April 23rd, only 8 weeks ago.  I will share in your pain of not having your Dad here with you, and it won't be easy but we will have family all aroung us to help us through.  I'm lucky though, my Dad was here with me until he was 80 years old.  I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers tomorrow.  Your Dad, and mine, will be with us in spirit.  We will still feel their love in our hearts and I pray that God will comfort you Prince, Paris and Blanket.  Your Dad's love will see you through, and so will mine.  God Bless you all.  Love you Dad, and Michael.  Peace.

Hi everyone,  I don't have anything for Michael today, but I wanted to let you all know that I haven't been on the website too much recently because my Dad passed away unexpectedly it will be 5 weeks this Friday.  I'm having a hard time dealing with this so please bear with me.  I was very close to my Dad and it's just been really hard.  I miss him terribly so if you will, keep me and my family in your thoughts and prayers.  Thank you so much. 

Dear Michael,  I was just sitting here reading some of the new messages and I felt like I had to write this.  My son is getting married this Sat.(10th) and it occured to me that when each of your children become adults and it's their time to be married, there will be an empty place where you should be.  You won't be able to walk Paris down the aisle and give her away.  Each of your beautiful children will miss out on their wonderful Dad being there for them.  This is so heartbreaking to me.  My husband and I had our son later in life, so I know it means so much to our son that both of us can be there for him.  That is only one of countless times they will miss you being there for them, but it is one of the really special times.  I hope they can find comfort and strength to get them through all the hard times that lie ahead of them.  I lost my Mom 23 yrs. ago, and I would have loved for her to be there for her grandson, she passed away before he was born.  I pray that God will guide them along the way and that they will turn to him in their time of need.  I feel that you will always be there in spirit for them too.  You will watch over them and maybe even show them sometimes that you are right there with them.  You taught them so well Michael, and I believe they will carry everything you taught them in their hearts and they will carry on your legacy and be living proof what a loving and caring person and fantastic Father you really were.  I pray God Blesses your children, your family and your fans.  We miss you so much.  It just does'nt seem fair that you had to leave so soon.  You will live on through your music and your messages will continue to touch people's hearts for years to come.  You will never be forgotten, Michael.  I hope you can feel all the love that is being sent to you each and every day.  Thank you for being who you were, an angel here on earth.  Peace and love for you always.

Hi Michael,  I was just sitting here reading some of the messages and I just wanted to say how much I love you and miss you.  You are always in my heart.  It was a beautiful spring day today and I saw some daffodils blooming and I thought about you.  Summer and winter have come and gone and we're now into spring.  Everything is coming to life again, but it makes me sad because your life has been taken away.  I pray that you're happy now Michael and at peace.  When I feel the warmth of the sun on my face, or a gentle breeze blowing, I think of you.  You're always there, just like you said you would be.  Miss you sooooo much.   Love you more.

Dearest Michael, It's been 9 long and very sad months since you passed.  I still find it hard to believe sometimes that you are no longer here with us.  I also think about your family, especially your children,and wonder how they are coping.  I can't imagine your children without you, their loving and adoring Father.  What do they fill that void in their lives with now?  You were their world and they were yours.  I pray for them that God will continue to comfort them and strengthen them and I know that you are watching over them each minute of each day and night.  It's just so sad that they have to live the rest of their lives without you.  I hope you can feel the love that your fans have for you,Michael.  We also miss you, so very much.  Our hearts are broken in a million pieces without you.  We are quickly approaching the one year anniversary, it's hard to believe, and I'm hoping there will be justice for you Michael.  I try to have faith in the justice system, but sometimes i wonder.  They are finding out some interesting things that took place on that fateful day.  I hope it will be enough.  I wish Dr. Murray had tried harder to save you, but instead you just slipped away from all of us.  I hope you are happy now and at peace.  Your music keeps me going a lot of times in my life.  May God Bless you and keep you until we see you in heaven.  What a glorious day that will be!!!  Love you more.  :,(    :,(      :,(         These sad faces are for Prince, Paris and Blanket.

MANY DAYS HAVE PASSED SINCE YOU WENT AWAY         THE PAIN I FEEL SEEMS TO GROW STRONGER EVERY DAY    WILL IT EVER GO AWAY?    SOMETIMES I WONDER IF I WANT IT TO,    IT WOULD MEAN I'D HAVE TO LET GO OF YOU,   MY HEART HURTS EACH MOMENT YOU'RE GONE    I KNOW I TRULY SHOULD LEARN TO MOVE ON,   I MISS YOU SO MUCH,THIS I CAN SAY,   IT JUST DOESN'T SEEM RIGHT THAT YOU'RE SO FAR AWAY,   I'VE LOST LOVED ONES BEFORE AND THE PAIN WAS THERE TOO,   WE'LL NEVER TRULY KNOW WHAT THE WORLD PUT YOU THROUGH,   DID YOU SIT AND WONDER IF YOUR PAIN WOULD GO AWAY?   OR DID YOU THINK THAT IT WAS THERE TO STAY?   MAYBE SOMEDAY THIS PAIN OF MINE WILL EASE,   BUT FOR YOU, MY SWEET ANGEL, THE PAIN IS GONE;  MAY YOU REST IN PEACE.      LOVE YOU MORE, MICHAEL

I found this on youtube, it really is touching.  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_5VIFO2    I also found this beautiful piece written by Michael and I wanted to share it also.  Most of you have probably already read it, but it touched my heart and I wanted to post it.  It's called COURAGE.  It's curious what takes courage and what doesn't.  When I step out on stage in front of thousands of people, I don't feel that I'm being brave.  It can take much more courage to express true feelings to one person.  When I think of courage, I think of the Cowardly Lion in the Wizard of Oz.  He was always running away from danger.  He often cried and shook with fear.  But he was also sharing his real feelings with those he loved, even though he didn't always like those feelings.  That takes real courage, the courage to be intimate.  Expressing your feelings is not the same as falling apart in front of someone else, it's being accepting and true to your heart, whatever it may say.  When you have the courage to be intimate, you know who you are, and you're willing to let others see that.  It's scary, because you feel so vulnerable, so open to rejection.  But without self-acceptance, the other kind of courage, the kind heroes show in movies, seems hollow.  In spite of the risks, the courage to be honest and intimate opens the way to self-discovery.  It offers what we all want, the promise of love.             Thank you so much Michael for being the couragous person that you were.  We all love you so much and always will.  Peace be with you forever.  Spread your wings and fly, you certainly earned them.  Love you more.

Hi Michael,  I was just getting ready to go to bed and was thinking of you, as I do quite often.  I watched some videos on youtube tonight, and I just felt incredible sadness come over me.  The idea of you not being here with us just gets so overwhelming sometimes.  Such a great loss to not only your family but to the world.  I wish I could have known you, sat down with you and just talked about everything.  We all miss you so much.  I'm trying to face the reality of you not being here, but I can feel your spirit around sometimes.  When I look into my young grandchildren's eyes, I think of you and how much you loved all the children of the world.  I dearly love children too.  Their innocence and their love is amazing to me.  I wish I could reach out and give your kids a big hug.  I pray for them that they are doing okay.  I just hope that they keep everything that you taught them in their hearts and never ever forget you.  I'm so happy that you had those kids for the last 12 years of your life because they brought you so much love and happiness.  It's so sad that you will never see Paris get married or Prince have his first girlfriend or Blanket become a teenager.  Sometimes we take a lot of things for granted, never thinking that we won't be here for those things.  You have helped me, Michael, to be thankful for the small things in life, a hug, a loving touch, a kind word, appreciating our planet.  Thank you so much.  I have no doubt that you will be with your kids in spirit for the rest of their lives.  The love you had for them is too strong.  May God Bless you and your family.  I hope you have the peace you couldn't find on this earth.  You're at rest now sweet angel.  Love you more.

Dearest Michael,  Well, it's been 8 long months since you suddenly left us.  There is such an emptiness in the world that will never be filled.  We miss your smile, your sweet voice, your love.  I'm hoping that with time these feelings of loneliness, of heartache will slowly ease, but I'm not so sure they will.  I pray for your children and your family and the fans that God will comfort us all.  Sometimes when I listen to your beautiful songs or see a video of you, a smile comes to me, and other times I can't stop the tears from falling.  You should still be here, with us, but God wanted you to be with him.  I think He saw that you were hurting so much, things that maybe no one knew but you.  The damage was done to you a long time ago when they took away your home, Neverland, and tarnished your beautiful image.  I think that hurt you right down to your soul.  I can't imagine going thru the pain and humiliation that you had to endure in that time of your life.  A lot of your so called, "friends" never stood by you in your time of need.  We, your fans, believed in you, but somehow that wasn't enough.  You had to leave your country to see any peace of mind.  But, being the loving person you were, you had no ill feelings towards those people.  Someday those same people will pay for what they did to you.  I miss you so much, Michael, and it really hurts to know that we will never again hear your beautiful voice or look forward to hearing new songs from you.  But, I know with all my heart that you are singing  in Heaven with the angels.  We all need to strive to live our lives the way you tried to teach us, with love in our hearts.  I thought of you today.  My husband and I were coming out of a local store and a man came up to us and asked us for a donation for a church that helped recovering drug addicts.  Well, my husband was reluctant to give anything, but I felt in my heart that I should give a little something.  Maybe he was being truthful, maybe not, but I gave anyway and I felt good about it.  So, you are still helping people, Michael, even if it's a small gesture of love through your fans.  May you Rest in Peace now.  Keep smiling down on us.  Love you more, forever.

Last night I was watching the movie, "Free Willy", you all remember it don't you?  I remember when it first came out.  I just loved it, especially Michael's part of it.  But, watching it now of course is just so upseting.  It just doesn't seem possible that Michael isn't here anymore.  I know that we have to accept what is in life, but it's not easy.  There are so many unanswered questions that I have.  Sometimes I wonder why I feel this way about someone that I never met, or isn't even family to me.  But you know, I truly believe that there are people in this world that God put here for a reason, very special people, that have been blessed with the ability to touch millions of people's hearts without ever meeting them or knowing them personnally.  Michael, you were one of those special people.  God gave you a gift and you knew that.  You tried to please God, and He saw that you did.  Your words and music have and still are touching millions of people's hearts.  Your memory will live on forever because we, your fans, will never let it die.  Your light continues to shine all over the world.  Your family must be so proud of you.  Even though our hearts are broken, I feel that you are happy now.  We still have a small part of you here, your beautiful children.  They were your greatest joy and you were their's.  They are unique, just like you.  They are beautiful, just like you.  You were the best Father to them because it shows.  I know you are so proud of them.  Reach out to them, Michael, let them feel your spirit in their times of need.  Late at night when they are in their beds and wake up missing you so much it hurts, comfort them.  I know they can feel your love around them.  I hope you can feel all the love that your fans have for you.  Lots of prayers have gone up for you and your family.  God will watch over them, I believe that.  Be at peace now Michael.  The media can no longer hurt you like they did here.  You're far away from all of that now.  God and the angels are holding you in their loving arms.  We love you more, Michael. 

I hope you had a great birthday, Blanket, the best one you could have without your Dad with you.  But, he is still here with you in spirit, I just know it.  I know you were with your loving family, you are surrounded with so much love.  May God Bless you and Prince and Paris.  Have some fun!!!!  Love you.

Everyone, you must see this tribute to Michael.  It's beautiful, but be prepared to shed some tears.  Enjoy.  www.youtube.com/watch?v=tnTFpDO  It's called Michael Jackson for all his fans

Hey Michael,  I was just looking at some videos on youtube of you and your kids.  Sigh......  It's just so hard to see them with you, all of you were so very happy.  I wish I could just reach out to them right now and give them the biggest hug ever.  My heart hurts for them.  I wish you were still here to be with them.  You missed Prince's birthday, so sad for him.  But, from what I can find out, they are coping well.  You will always be with them in spirit and your enduring love will be in their hearts forever.  Your love is with everyone, Michael and I for one will always love you.  I listen to your music every day.  It uplifts me and makes me feel better when I'm down.  I will keep your family, especially Prince, Paris, and Blanket in my prayers.  I hope you are at peace now, Michael.  I just wish you didn't have to go through all the stuff here on this earth.  We can't change what has happened, but we are dealing with it the best we can.  I have good days and bad days.  Whenever I hear something on the news about you, my heart just breaks all over again.  Please forgive the people who failed you, Michael.  I wish someone could have helped you.  I just hope you are happy now, with the angels.  You fit in perfectly now because you were one here on earth.  God Bless you always Michael.  Love you more.  mjfan53

Dear Michael,  What do we do now, Michael?  Dr. Murray went to court and he pleaded not guilty.  More than likely he will get little or nothing out of this.  We, your fans are in shock because you deserve justice just as much as anyone else.  It just hurts me sooooo much to see this man walking around, being able to still practice medicine, after what he did to you.  I pray that God will comfort your family through this.  I can't even imagine what they are feeling.  We have to be strong and support each other during this heartbreaking time.  We just want justice for you Michael.  This man cannot get away with what he did.  Please help us, just like you did when you were here with us.  I know you're watching from Heaven, I pray that we all get through this.  What ever the outcome, you will always have our love and support, that will never change.  We will do everything we can to uplift your name, your music and your memory.  Your flame continues to burn, in all of us.  We will never leave you.  May God Bless you and your family.  JUSTICE FOR MICHAEL!!!   Love you more.  mjfan53

Dear Michael,   I just want to say that I had kind of a bad day today, but when I got home I came to this site and decided to write to you.  It seems whenever I have a hard time in my life, I can come here and talk to you or some of the other fans here and I feel better.  Thank you for helping me through things.  I also pray to God to give me strength to get through each day.  I truly wish I could have known you.  I know you would have been a great friend to have.  I can just picture you putting your arm around one of your friends and comforting them.  You were so loving and caring.  I'm sorry that you were treated so badly by some people when you were here.  But, you always had the courage to keep going.  I know you are with our Lord and the angels now.  It's amazing, you are still helping so many people even though you are no longer with us.  Your spirit is all around us, and I believe it always will be.  What a blessing it was to have someone like you on this earth, even for a short time.  It takes a very special person to touch millions of people's lives the way you did.  God Bless You, all my love. 

Dear Michael,  I saw your kids last night on the Grammys.  They were so beautiful.  I'm sure you were right there with them.  I'm sure they made you proud.  They are going to keep your legacy alive and I truly believe they will grow up to be just as loving and caring as you were.  You taught them well.  It was so evident that you are in them.  They have the love in their hearts and will be true humanitarians for the world.  I pray for them and the rest of your family that God will comfort them in the months and years to come and that they always strive to work hard for the causes you believed in.  We, the fans, love them so much.  We will always love and miss you, but you will live on in your children and in your music.  They can't take either of those things away from you.  I just wish you could be here for them.  I know they have to be struggling to find some answers, and are trying the best they know how to deal with your loss.  With God's help, as Prince put it, they will make it.  Your Mother is doing a wonderful job with them.  I hope you can see and feel the love that all your fans have for you.  May God richly bless your children and your family, and I hope you are at rest now.  God Bless You!!

I just had to write about this.  Last night I had the most realistic dream about Michael.  I didn't think that I could have such a dream, but I watched the program on VH1 last night about This Is It.  Since I haven't seen the movie yet, which I'm probably the only person who hasn't, I think that's what triggered my dream.  I do plan on getting the DVD.  Anyway, I dreamed that Michael was actually living here in my town and I saw him and talked to him almost every day.  I talked to him about how much he is loved by the fans all over the world and what a kind and loving person he is.  The incredible love that radiated from him was unbelievable.  For some reason, no one else recognized him.  Kind of crazy huh?  But, I woke up this morning feeling the love from him.  I remember hugging him in my dream and it was the greatest feeling.  It was like being around him made you feel peace, love, warmth and understanding.  I can't even imagine how his family is coping with the loss of this gentle soul.  I truly believe that he is with God and the angels.  It's like I had a calmness about me, it's just hard to describe.  In the program, he kept saying "God Bless You" to the other people around him.  I just don't understand why people would want to talk about this wonderful human being the way they did.  But, anyway, I just wanted to share this with you.  Maybe someone else has had such a dream.  I pray for Michael's children.  I hope they can find a way to cope with tremendous loss.  I believe with all my heart that Michael is watching over them and he will guide them all through their lives.  You can't keep that kind of love away.  It's there, all around you.  You can just feel it.  God Bless you, Michael.  Thank you for all the LOVE you gave so unselfishlly.  We should all take this to heart and try to love one another.  We will never forget you, ever.  God Bless your family and one day I will see you in heaven.  All my love to you.  Mjfan53