My dearest Michael,  Well, here we are, the end of another year is fast approaching us.  It has been a very difficult year, for all of us.  We all were waiting, anxiously, for the trial to begin, and when it finally did, I don't think we were prepared at all.  I won't dwell on those things Michael, it hurts me too much.  I think we all were relieved when the verdict was announced, but at the same time, our hearts were breaking all over again.  I beleive that your spirit was in that courtroom, helping your family get through it.  Now, we must look ahead to a new year.  I see your children growing, so fast.  Paris and Prince seem to be mature beyond their years.  Little Blanket is still very shy, he reminds me so much of you.  I'm sure you are looking down on them, watching over them, and you must be so proud.  Each time I see them, they are so poised and I see many characteristics of you.  You instilled so many wonderful qualities in them Michael.  They were so very lucky to have you for a Father.  I hope that the new year will bring your children, and your family, friends, and fans, happiness, good health, and even though it is still so very heartbreaking when we think of you, I hope we can have a warm feeling and a smile when you cross our minds.  The tears will still fall at times, I know they will for me.  But, I hope that we can honor your memory by giving more to the ones in this world who need the most.  I feel you have inspired many more people to be more kind to one another, to have love in their hearts, and to help the sick, the poor, and the less fortunate children of the world.  You have inspired me, Michael, to look at people in a different light.  One never knows what another person is going through.  Compassion, empathy, love; these things you have taught me.  I pray that the world will find peace in the coming year.  I am also looking forward to sharing much more with my beautiful friends I have made here.  We all love you Michael, that is our bond.  I think you would be very happy to see that even though we are of different ages, live in different parts of the world, we have come together because of you Michael.  You are there in our hearts, your love is felt worldwide.  There was a story recently on tv, telling of people going around doing acts of kindness for complete strangers.  In my mind, I could see you smiling with joy.  That is love.  The world may be facing another year without you here Michael, but your spirit and your love will be felt for many years to come.  I feel that truly wonderful things are going to happen this coming year, and I believe your precious children will be right there, carrying on your dream.  They are a part of you, and you taught them well.  Thank you Michael, for the many years you gave so unselfishly of your time, your monetary contributions, for being the loving, caring, and kindhearted person you were.  Your humbleness always touched my heart.  During your short 50 years on this Earth, you gave so much, of you, and you tried to teach the world how to love.  You left your imprint on all of our hearts, which will be there till the end of time.  You rest now, Michael, it's our turn.  God bless you my angel.  I have many loved ones who are resting with you, the closest ones being my parents.  There are times I miss them so much, my heart aches, but I know they are in a better place.  The world misses you Michael, we always will.  Just as I have memories of my parents tucked away in my heart and my mind, you left so many precious memories for us.  These are what we all cling to, what we turn to when the pain gets unbearable.  Your music will always be there for us.  As you sang many times, "Where there is love, I'll be there."  So you see, you will never truly leave us, because the love is here.  I want to wish everyone here a very happy new year filled with happiness, many blessings, and....love.  I love you Michael Joseph Jackson, always know that. 

My dearest Michael,  I wanted to let you know how much I've missed writing to you here.  I was away for a while, it seemed like an eternity, but I'm back now, and I did not forget you, I could never do that.  You are in my heart and on my mind every day.  I have missed my family here, and I have dearly missed "talking" to you.  There are no words to describe the pain we all have gone through during, and after, the trial.  But, it does not compare to the pain your precious family has gone through.  I pray for them Michael, I pray that God will comfort them each day, and that He will give us all comfort in the coming days, months, and years.  It is still so hard here Michael, without you.  The void you have left in the world, and in our hearts, will never be filled.  Yes, we go on with our lives out of neccessity, but, it just isn't the same.  When I see each of your beautiful children, I'm so thankful we have a little piece of you here on Earth.  Each of them has a shining light within them, I can see you in them.  A lot of people will say you left your mark on the world with your music, and that is true, I won't argue with that, but, your children, and your desire to help the children of the world, your love, your kindness, your compassion, shines above that.  If there ever was an angel here on Earth, you were that angel.  I can feel your love through all of my dear friends I have made here.  Being away the past few weeks has drawn me even closer to them.  You continue to touch people's hearts Michael, even now.  Thank you isn't enough to say, but I do thank you from my heart.  You are my inspiriation, and I want you to know I love you.  Some day, I will get to tell you that face to face.  Until then, I will continue striving to live my life with love in my heart.  After all, what do we have in this life, if not love?  God bless you Michael Jackson.  Take care.  I'm sending you love and hugs on the wings of the angels. 

Hello my mjtp family,   I just wanted to let everyone know that I am finally, finally back on line.  I can't tell you how much I've missed all of you here.  I have read some of the comments left on my profile page while I was away.  My dear friends, you have truly touched my heart.  It is nice to know that I was missed, I have missed all of you so much.  I haven't had a chance to read all of them, but I will.  I thought this was the quickest way to let all of you know.  Don't worry, I will try to write to each of you as soon as I can.  I love all of you, so much.  My heart was overflowing when I read some of the comments, of course the tears started to fall, :').  I have to run now, but I will be back as soon as I can.  I can't wait to catch up on things.  All my love to you,  Theresa