My dearest Michael, As I sit here tonight, refelecting on the past three years that we have not had you here with us and my heart is still hurting as much as it was on that very day. I think about your precious children, my heart goes out to them, and the rest of your family. I think about the many times I have seen them on tv, talking about you, crying over you, especially your lovely Mother. You can see in her eyes, and hear in her voice, how much she misses you. It just makes me cry. She had to leave the home that held so many memories, it was too much for her to bear. I keep them in my prayers. Of course, your fans still miss you very much, and we will love you endlessly. I don't think I will ever understand why you were taken from us so soon, but I know that God has a plan for every one of us. I still get overwhelmed with emotion when I hear your songs, sometimes you can bring out a little smile to my face, especially when I listen to the "oldies", the J5 years. I miss you Michael, more than I can say. I have met some wonderful, sweet, kind and loving friends during these years, and their love and understanding has helped me through some rough times. Your love and spirit has brought us together. I want to tell you, I look at things in my life a little differently now. I have learned to give more of myself, and to try and be more understanding of people. You are my inspiriation, and I will always keep you in my heart, forever. You gave the best gift of all, and that is love. I want to tell you that I love you, and I will always honor your memory. Someday, I will get to see you, along with all of my loved ones, and we will live in peace and love forever. God bless you angel, you rest peacefully. These words from one of my favorite songs keep coming to my mind, "Just call my name, and I'll be there." You are here, in my heart Michael, and I will never let you go. All my love, Theresa 
