Hello fellow MJ fans.

I am righting this mesage entry to tell everyone how I felt when MJ died.

I was at home in my room and it was just a ordinary happy day for me. Everything was going great. I was listening to music and having fun. My mom called me at our home and she told me to turn on the news because Michael Jackson had died. I di not belive her, so i turned to the channel 4 news and there it was. It said Michael Jackson dies at age 50. I was just sitting there shocked and in disbelief. I changed the channel because I just did not want to belive that. I turned to some music channels and they said that they were going to start playing all Michael Jackson music all day. I was sitting there listening to all of his music playing and I was not feeling any emotions it was like I was empty.

Later on that night I tuned in to watch this show called 106th and Park top ten live. They were playing their regular videos but they cut off there videos to play a top ten countdown of Michael's best videos. I was just sitting there watching feeling happy that they were showing there respect and love for MJ. My happy slowly turned to sadness and grief when they played You Are Not Alone. All of my feelings hit me at once and I just broke down and started to cry. It hit me that MJ had really died.

I cried and cried for months after that and I still cry for MJ now. I miss him very much and I love him dearly. He is my hero, My love, My icon and My everything.

I love you Michael Joseph Jackson. August 29, 1958 - June 25, 2009.